Thursday, June 25, 2009

Nostalgia.

Sometimes though very rarely it happens that you feel very Nostalgic on a Incident or if you happen to hear a Song. Songs are a very good way to get into the Past Memories . Similarly Photos can give you such Feelings .and I do not like such feeling at all , it makes me feel as if i am too Weak.Some Nostalgic Moments are funny , Some are Irritating , But Some are so Emotional that makes us Cry .. :(

You Feel like Just Crying and You try to forget those memories But they are so Sticky that No Matter how hard you try , They will Haunt you more and more.Oh I Reeeely Hate that .. :(

Yesterday , I had no work so I happened to read my Old Scraps in Orkut . I felt as if time has slipped off so quickly . I was so different 3 years ago and how I am now , completely changed .I also was going through mails ,

I came accross few Chain Mails with some of my friends and then I thought how I Lost them over a Period of Time .its not that I am feeling bad or i am cursing myself that why did I loose them , I was just thinking how few people become so important for a Phase of time that we stop thinking our life without them and how we get away from those people and still live our life , sometimes in their memories and sometimes with a longing to get the better person.

I happened to hear few of very very old songs and i could remember how attached i used to feel with them before that I used to just keep on listening a single song the whole day without a pause.
I have Heard that If you feel bad about something , Write that in a Piece of Paper and then Trash it and Your Mmrories will be Gone for ever . I dont know But nothing like that happened with me so far . I Dont Remeber things when I actually try to or when I need to , But all of a Sudden I remember few things that I never want to .. :(
I want to know why do we get such feeling , what hormone is released that makes us get that feeling , or which part , which hormone causes such Feeling … :(

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

A Strange Feeling .. Errrrrrr Irritation .. ??

I Do Not Have Any Idea What’s Going On With Me Since A Few Days. May Be I Have Started Noticing A Bit Too Much Because I Did Feel This Before Many Times But Since I Was Occupied With So Much Stuffs , I Dint Get The Time To Think About This. Also Once I Was Chatting With A Unknown Person And He Told Me One Of My Feelings Matched With Him. I Googled About It Many A Times But Couldn’t Find Anything Regarding This. Now You All Must Be Thinking What I Am Talking About , Well There Are 2 Things May Be , I Really M Not Sure ,
1. When I HEAR Some Noises , They Irritate Me So Much That I Feeling Like Killing The Person Who Is Making Those Noises Or I Feel Like Destroying The Substance With Which The Sound Is Being Produced. I Guess That Sound Is Produced At Some Frequencies Which Doesn’t Suit My Ears And That Starts Irritating Me .For Eg. If A Door Which Is Not Oiled Properly Produces Some Noise When Being Opened Or Closed , Oh I Just Hate That Noise , Cannot Just Withstand It , Feel Like Breaking The Door . And Then If A Hear A Person Snoring, Some Snores Are Fine But Some Snores Are Real Irritating That I Feel Like Killing The Person. I Don’t Know Why But This Happens.
2. When I HEAR Some Word , I Kind Of Start Comparing That Word With Something Very Known. I Will Feel The Comparison In My Mouth .  You All Confused ? I Know This Is Confusing Myself Too , Lemme Try To Elaborate , May Be You Will Be Able To Understand. For E.g., If I Hear The Word ‘ Morning’ I Start Getting The Taste Of ‘Colgate’ , And mostly the Mint taste, Funny ?? Strange If I Hear The Word Tamil , I Get The Taste Of 'Amla Oil ' ... Its Confusing For Me Bt..I Will Give More Eg. If I Hear The Word ‘Stuff’ . I Get The Taste Of ‘ Muffings’ Or ‘Plum Cake’.
If I Hear The Word Transport , I Get The Feeling As If I Am Sitting In A Diesel Van ( Those Ambassador Vans From Old Times).

If I Hear The Word ‘Mobile’ I Get The Taste Of A Ice Cream.
It Is Not Necessary That I Get The Same Feeling Of Same Comparisons Every time , I Mean To Say , Not Every time I Feel Tamil As Amla Oil And So On. I Have No Reason Y Does This Happen.
3. When I SEE Something With Many Holes , For E.g., A Sponge Which Is Very Old , Like  It Will Be Torn , And Will Have So Many Holes, The Cement Floor Which Is Broken, Any Thing Which Has So Many Holes ( Small Not Having Much Spaces Between Them) . Oh That Thing Irritates Me . Wait Irritate Is Not Really The Correct Word , But I Feel Very Strange , Very Very Strange Actually .
4. If I See Something Of Very Unusual Shape Like Amoeba , Euglena , I Feel Something Very Very Strange.
Does Anything Of This Sort Happen To Any Of You ? Or Happened With You Ever ?

Monday, May 11, 2009

Death - 1

She Is Kanishka, Working For A Reputed Mnc.

 

She Reached Office After So Much Hassle. Thinking What to Think What To Do. Reaches The Work Station, Thinking To Have Coffee. Well No, People Say It Energizes You But Does It Really Energized Her? She Put Her Head Down And Again Her Brain's Hard Drive Spins But It Doesn’t Make Any Noise ,Trying To Go To The Flashback And Thinking What Might Have Happened.

 

She Had A Loving Family, But Did They Restrict Her Too Much ? She Was Free But Then What Restricted Her ?

 

Office Was Something Boring But Not To An Extent That She Couldn’t Tolerate For The People Around Were So Caring.

 

But She Had No Aim. No Target That She Could Live Upto.Is This What Was Making Her Life So Boring ? But Whatever.

 

Suddenly She Realizes, Everyone Has Started Coming In Making Zoological Sounds. She Wanted To Think, So She Went Upstairs, Top On The Roof. She Had Not Come There Since Ages.

 

She Remembers That Last Time She Came Here Was Probably During Night Shifts. That Night Was Fresh In Her Memories, When Tushar Pulled Her To The Side And They Were Lip Locked. So Was It Tushar She Was Missing?

 

And Thinking So She Came To The Edge Of The Roof. How Many Pieces Will She Be Turned Into If She Manages To Fall Off From There. Everything Will Come To An End And Boredom Will Never Creep In. But What If She Manages To Survive After Repaired Limbs ?

 

Monday, April 20, 2009

Is It Love , Or Lust .

Love, they say is the feeling which helps you to feel heaven,you feel as if there is no hatred in this world,everything looks so wonderful and beautiful.it has the tendency to make a harsh man , a calm human being.do not have any idea as to why there appears a sudden change in a person, What is it about Love ??

A person who used to be master of his/her own will , suddenly changes themselves and become the puppet in the hands of the other half.i know i am being too mean while choosing the words here , but if you see it practically , things are exactly like this.those times are gone when people used to be loyal and faithful towards the other person.

I beleive that the person shouldn't get into a relation if they cant maintain their promises.for some  its not possible to stick to what they say ( i am not saying its difficult but its not in their nature) and some do it purposefully. now that is wierd , doing something negative purpose fully, just with the aim to hurt others is bad .Just do not understand, y are people afraid to be single and enjoy their life.

love is the advanced form of lust nowadays.it is an illusion that people are together.its the suppressed sexual desire which people are not able to express properly and they mistakenly take it as love.love is something that cannot sustain without lust.


Just to conclude , There is nothing like True or False Love .. Its Lust and Just Lust .

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Fool’s Day ..

So , Its April Fools Day today ..   :P

The origin of April Fools’ Day is obscure. One likely theory is that the modern holiday was first celebrated soon after the adoption of the Gregorian Calendar; the term referred to someone still adhering to the Julian Calendar, which it replaced.In many pre-Christian cultures May Day (May 1) was celebrated as the first day of summer, and signalled the start of the spring planting season. An April Fool was someone who did this prematurely. Another origin is that April 1 was counted the first day of the year in France. When King Charles IX changed that to January 1, some people stayed with April 1. Those who did were called “April Fools” and were taunted by their neighbors. In the eighteenth century the festival was often posited as going back to the times of Noah. An English newspaper article published on April 13th, 1789 said that the day had its origins when he sent the raven off too early, before the waters had receded. He did this on the first day of the Hebrew month that corresponds with April. A possible reference to April Fools’ Day can be seen in the Canterbury Tales  in the Nun’s Priest’s tale, a tale of two fools: Chanticleer and the fox, which took place on March 32nd.

When We were in Schools, We used to Think Lot of Pranks to make Some One a Fool…

Iranians Play Jokes on each other on the 13th day of the Persian New Year (Norouz), which falls on April 1 or April 2. This day, Celebrated as far back as 536 BC, is called Sizdah Bedar and is the Oldest Prank-Tradition in the World still alive Today; this Fact has Led many to Believe that April Fools’ Day has its origins in this tradition.

In Canada, they have a Tradition of Attaching the Paper Fish on the back of the Person they Fooled Without letting him know .The Flemish Tradition is for Children to Lock out their Parents or Teachers, only letting them in if they Promise to bring Treats the same Evening or the next day.

Some Jewish Communities have a Traditional Event called a Purim Spiel, which is Similar in many ways to April Fools’ Day. Fake newspaper articles are common.

 The Info is in Reference with Wikipedia ..http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/April_Fools%27_Day
I Remember, When we were in School , Once we had sent a Telegram to our Class Teacher that Her Mom is seriously Ill and she had to rush to her Home and we enjoyed the whole Day and Next day when she came we all were made to stand outside the principal’s room thorughout the day ..     :(
Do Anyone of you remember the funniest Pranks you ever did .. ??

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Get Rid of the Clutter ..

Many People Carry Emotional Clutter With Them Even When Its Not Needed. Strange But True. Today I Was Reading The 'Brunch' And The Article On Emotional Clutter Caught My Attention. Every one Of Us Go Through The Bad Phase Of Life. All Of Us Know That This Happens And This Will Pass. All Of Know That Time Is The Best Medicine. But Why Is That We Humans Tend To Keep Sorrows With Us And Don’t Let Them Go Away From Our Life, From Our Minds. Well To This Date,  I Was Never Able To Understand Why Does This Happen. Happens With Me Too , But Did Not Ever Got The Solution. But I Guess This Is Very Natural And Has To Happen, Nobody Can Stop Happening It But Still Its In Your Hands To Take It Easy And Forget What Gives You Pain.

We Should Always Have The Attitude, I DONT CARE. Let The Others Go In Hell And Do What You Like To Do. Do What Gives You Pleasure. Do Not Compromise If You Cant Afford To. Lets Others Talk About You Whatever ,You Do What Pleases You. It Is Very True That One Is Living In A Society And One Has To Adjust Accordingly, But Still There Is A Lot That You Don’t Have To CARE.

I Have Seen And Experienced People Taking Others Seriously.Oh That Causes Too Much Pain. One Needs To Understand, There Is None Who Can Give You The Happiness Your Deserve Except You. Do Not Be Dependent On A Person For YOUR Happiness, Go And Work Out Yourself For It.

 

I Have Chosen ' I DONT GIVE A DAMM' Attitude,Beleive Me, Its Working For Me.

 

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Marna Manaa Hai .. ( Dare you Die .. !! ) .. :P

Ever thought getting Punished after You Die ..   :P

There is a City called BORDEAUX In south west France,The mayor of this village  has threatened residents with severe punishment if they die, because there is no room left in the overcrowded cemetery to bury them ..  Lol ..   :D

The mayor said he was forced to take drastic action after an administrative court in the nearby town of Pau ruled in January that the acquisition of adjoining private land to extend the cemetery would not be justified.

Lalanne, who celebrated his 70th birthday on Wednesday and is standing for election to a seventh term in this month’s local elections, said he was sorry that there had not been a positive outcome to the dilemma.  Hahahahahhahaah .. Funny ..    :D

“It may be a laughing matter for some, but not for me,” he said.      :(

(Reporting by Claude Canellas, Writing by Andrew Dobbie; editing by Sami Aboudi)

http://www.reuters.com/article/oddlyEnoughNews/idUSL0552076620080305?feedType=RSS&feedName=oddlyEnoughNews