Nostalgia.

Sometimes though very rarely it happens that you feel very Nostalgic on a Incident or if you happen to hear a Song. Songs are a very good way to get into the Past Memories . Similarly Photos can give you such Feelings .and I do not like such feeling at all , it makes me feel as if i am too Weak.Some Nostalgic Moments are funny , Some are Irritating , But Some are so Emotional that makes us Cry ..

You Feel like Just Crying and You try to forget those memories But they are so Sticky that No Matter how hard you try , They will Haunt you more and more.Oh I Reeeely Hate that ..

Yesterday , I had no work so I happened to read my Old Scraps in Orkut . I felt as if time has slipped off so quickly . I was so different 3 years ago and how I am now , completely changed .I also was going through mails ,

I came accross few Chain Mails with some of my friends and then I thought how I Lost them over a Period of Time .its not that I am feeling bad or i am cursing myself that why did I loose them , I was just thinking how few people become so important for a Phase of time that we stop thinking our life without them and how we get away from those people and still live our life , sometimes in their memories and sometimes with a longing to get the better person.

I happened to hear few of very very old songs and i could remember how attached i used to feel with them before that I used to just keep on listening a single song the whole day without a pause.
I have Heard that If you feel bad about something , Write that in a Piece of Paper and then Trash it and Your Mmrories will be Gone for ever . I dont know But nothing like that happened with me so far . I Dont Remeber things when I actually try to or when I need to , But all of a Sudden I remember few things that I never want to ..
I want to know why do we get such feeling , what hormone is released that makes us get that feeling , or which part , which hormone causes such Feeling …

A Strange Feeling .. Errrrrrr Irritation .. ??

I Do Not Have Any Idea What’s Going On With Me Since A Few Days. May Be I Have Started Noticing A Bit Too Much Because I Did Feel This Before Many Times But Since I Was Occupied With So Much Stuffs , I Dint Get The Time To Think About This. Also Once I Was Chatting With A Unknown Person And He Told Me One Of My Feelings Matched With Him. I Googled About It Many A Times But Couldn’t Find Anything Regarding This. Now You All Must Be Thinking What I Am Talking About , Well There Are 2 Things May Be , I Really M Not Sure ,

1. When I HEAR Some Noises , They Irritate Me So Much That I Feeling Like Killing The Person Who Is Making Those Noises Or I Feel Like Destroying The Substance With Which The Sound Is Being Produced. I Guess That Sound Is Produced At Some Frequencies Which Doesn’t Suit My Ears And That Starts Irritating Me .For Eg. If A Door Which Is Not Oiled Properly Produces Some Noise When Being Opened Or Closed , Oh I Just Hate That Noise , Cannot Just Withstand It , Feel Like Breaking The Door . And Then If A Hear A Person Snoring, Some Snores Are Fine But Some Snores Are Real Irritating That I Feel Like Killing The Person. I Don’t Know Why But This Happens.

2. When I HEAR Some Word , I Kind Of Start Comparing That Word With Something Very Known. I Will Feel The Comparison In My Mouth .  You All Confused ? I Know This Is Confusing Myself Too , Lemme Try To Elaborate , May Be You Will Be Able To Understand. For E.g., If I Hear The Word ‘ Morning’ I Start Getting The Taste Of ‘Colgate’ , And mostly the Mint taste, Funny ?? Strange If I Hear The Word Tamil , I Get The Taste Of 'Amla Oil ' ... Its Confusing For Me Bt..I Will Give More Eg. If I Hear The Word ‘Stuff’ . I Get The Taste Of ‘ Muffings’ Or ‘Plum Cake’.

If I Hear The Word Transport , I Get The Feeling As If I Am Sitting In A Diesel Van ( Those Ambassador Vans From Old Times).

If I Hear The Word ‘Mobile’ I Get The Taste Of A Ice Cream.

It Is Not Necessary That I Get The Same Feeling Of Same Comparisons Every time , I Mean To Say , Not Every time I Feel Tamil As Amla Oil And So On. I Have No Reason Y Does This Happen.

3. When I SEE Something With Many Holes , For E.g., A Sponge Which Is Very Old , Like  It Will Be Torn , And Will Have So Many Holes, The Cement Floor Which Is Broken, Any Thing Which Has So Many Holes ( Small Not Having Much Spaces Between Them) . Oh That Thing Irritates Me . Wait Irritate Is Not Really The Correct Word , But I Feel Very Strange , Very Very Strange Actually .

4. If I See Something Of Very Unusual Shape Like Amoeba , Euglena , I Feel Something Very Very Strange.

Does Anything Of This Sort Happen To Any Of You ? Or Happened With You Ever ?