Thursday, June 25, 2009

Nostalgia.

Sometimes though very rarely it happens that you feel very Nostalgic on a Incident or if you happen to hear a Song. Songs are a very good way to get into the Past Memories . Similarly Photos can give you such Feelings .and I do not like such feeling at all , it makes me feel as if i am too Weak.Some Nostalgic Moments are funny , Some are Irritating , But Some are so Emotional that makes us Cry .. :(

You Feel like Just Crying and You try to forget those memories But they are so Sticky that No Matter how hard you try , They will Haunt you more and more.Oh I Reeeely Hate that .. :(

Yesterday , I had no work so I happened to read my Old Scraps in Orkut . I felt as if time has slipped off so quickly . I was so different 3 years ago and how I am now , completely changed .I also was going through mails ,

I came accross few Chain Mails with some of my friends and then I thought how I Lost them over a Period of Time .its not that I am feeling bad or i am cursing myself that why did I loose them , I was just thinking how few people become so important for a Phase of time that we stop thinking our life without them and how we get away from those people and still live our life , sometimes in their memories and sometimes with a longing to get the better person.

I happened to hear few of very very old songs and i could remember how attached i used to feel with them before that I used to just keep on listening a single song the whole day without a pause.
I have Heard that If you feel bad about something , Write that in a Piece of Paper and then Trash it and Your Mmrories will be Gone for ever . I dont know But nothing like that happened with me so far . I Dont Remeber things when I actually try to or when I need to , But all of a Sudden I remember few things that I never want to .. :(
I want to know why do we get such feeling , what hormone is released that makes us get that feeling , or which part , which hormone causes such Feeling … :(

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

A Strange Feeling .. Errrrrrr Irritation .. ??

I Do Not Have Any Idea What’s Going On With Me Since A Few Days. May Be I Have Started Noticing A Bit Too Much Because I Did Feel This Before Many Times But Since I Was Occupied With So Much Stuffs , I Dint Get The Time To Think About This. Also Once I Was Chatting With A Unknown Person And He Told Me One Of My Feelings Matched With Him. I Googled About It Many A Times But Couldn’t Find Anything Regarding This. Now You All Must Be Thinking What I Am Talking About , Well There Are 2 Things May Be , I Really M Not Sure ,
1. When I HEAR Some Noises , They Irritate Me So Much That I Feeling Like Killing The Person Who Is Making Those Noises Or I Feel Like Destroying The Substance With Which The Sound Is Being Produced. I Guess That Sound Is Produced At Some Frequencies Which Doesn’t Suit My Ears And That Starts Irritating Me .For Eg. If A Door Which Is Not Oiled Properly Produces Some Noise When Being Opened Or Closed , Oh I Just Hate That Noise , Cannot Just Withstand It , Feel Like Breaking The Door . And Then If A Hear A Person Snoring, Some Snores Are Fine But Some Snores Are Real Irritating That I Feel Like Killing The Person. I Don’t Know Why But This Happens.
2. When I HEAR Some Word , I Kind Of Start Comparing That Word With Something Very Known. I Will Feel The Comparison In My Mouth .  You All Confused ? I Know This Is Confusing Myself Too , Lemme Try To Elaborate , May Be You Will Be Able To Understand. For E.g., If I Hear The Word ‘ Morning’ I Start Getting The Taste Of ‘Colgate’ , And mostly the Mint taste, Funny ?? Strange If I Hear The Word Tamil , I Get The Taste Of 'Amla Oil ' ... Its Confusing For Me Bt..I Will Give More Eg. If I Hear The Word ‘Stuff’ . I Get The Taste Of ‘ Muffings’ Or ‘Plum Cake’.
If I Hear The Word Transport , I Get The Feeling As If I Am Sitting In A Diesel Van ( Those Ambassador Vans From Old Times).

If I Hear The Word ‘Mobile’ I Get The Taste Of A Ice Cream.
It Is Not Necessary That I Get The Same Feeling Of Same Comparisons Every time , I Mean To Say , Not Every time I Feel Tamil As Amla Oil And So On. I Have No Reason Y Does This Happen.
3. When I SEE Something With Many Holes , For E.g., A Sponge Which Is Very Old , Like  It Will Be Torn , And Will Have So Many Holes, The Cement Floor Which Is Broken, Any Thing Which Has So Many Holes ( Small Not Having Much Spaces Between Them) . Oh That Thing Irritates Me . Wait Irritate Is Not Really The Correct Word , But I Feel Very Strange , Very Very Strange Actually .
4. If I See Something Of Very Unusual Shape Like Amoeba , Euglena , I Feel Something Very Very Strange.
Does Anything Of This Sort Happen To Any Of You ? Or Happened With You Ever ?

Monday, May 11, 2009

Death - 1

She Is Kanishka, Working For A Reputed Mnc.

 

She Reached Office After So Much Hassle. Thinking What to Think What To Do. Reaches The Work Station, Thinking To Have Coffee. Well No, People Say It Energizes You But Does It Really Energized Her? She Put Her Head Down And Again Her Brain's Hard Drive Spins But It Doesn’t Make Any Noise ,Trying To Go To The Flashback And Thinking What Might Have Happened.

 

She Had A Loving Family, But Did They Restrict Her Too Much ? She Was Free But Then What Restricted Her ?

 

Office Was Something Boring But Not To An Extent That She Couldn’t Tolerate For The People Around Were So Caring.

 

But She Had No Aim. No Target That She Could Live Upto.Is This What Was Making Her Life So Boring ? But Whatever.

 

Suddenly She Realizes, Everyone Has Started Coming In Making Zoological Sounds. She Wanted To Think, So She Went Upstairs, Top On The Roof. She Had Not Come There Since Ages.

 

She Remembers That Last Time She Came Here Was Probably During Night Shifts. That Night Was Fresh In Her Memories, When Tushar Pulled Her To The Side And They Were Lip Locked. So Was It Tushar She Was Missing?

 

And Thinking So She Came To The Edge Of The Roof. How Many Pieces Will She Be Turned Into If She Manages To Fall Off From There. Everything Will Come To An End And Boredom Will Never Creep In. But What If She Manages To Survive After Repaired Limbs ?

 

Monday, April 20, 2009

Is It Love , Or Lust .

Love, they say is the feeling which helps you to feel heaven,you feel as if there is no hatred in this world,everything looks so wonderful and beautiful.it has the tendency to make a harsh man , a calm human being.do not have any idea as to why there appears a sudden change in a person, What is it about Love ??

A person who used to be master of his/her own will , suddenly changes themselves and become the puppet in the hands of the other half.i know i am being too mean while choosing the words here , but if you see it practically , things are exactly like this.those times are gone when people used to be loyal and faithful towards the other person.

I beleive that the person shouldn't get into a relation if they cant maintain their promises.for some  its not possible to stick to what they say ( i am not saying its difficult but its not in their nature) and some do it purposefully. now that is wierd , doing something negative purpose fully, just with the aim to hurt others is bad .Just do not understand, y are people afraid to be single and enjoy their life.

love is the advanced form of lust nowadays.it is an illusion that people are together.its the suppressed sexual desire which people are not able to express properly and they mistakenly take it as love.love is something that cannot sustain without lust.


Just to conclude , There is nothing like True or False Love .. Its Lust and Just Lust .

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Fool’s Day ..

So , Its April Fools Day today ..   :P

The origin of April Fools’ Day is obscure. One likely theory is that the modern holiday was first celebrated soon after the adoption of the Gregorian Calendar; the term referred to someone still adhering to the Julian Calendar, which it replaced.In many pre-Christian cultures May Day (May 1) was celebrated as the first day of summer, and signalled the start of the spring planting season. An April Fool was someone who did this prematurely. Another origin is that April 1 was counted the first day of the year in France. When King Charles IX changed that to January 1, some people stayed with April 1. Those who did were called “April Fools” and were taunted by their neighbors. In the eighteenth century the festival was often posited as going back to the times of Noah. An English newspaper article published on April 13th, 1789 said that the day had its origins when he sent the raven off too early, before the waters had receded. He did this on the first day of the Hebrew month that corresponds with April. A possible reference to April Fools’ Day can be seen in the Canterbury Tales  in the Nun’s Priest’s tale, a tale of two fools: Chanticleer and the fox, which took place on March 32nd.

When We were in Schools, We used to Think Lot of Pranks to make Some One a Fool…

Iranians Play Jokes on each other on the 13th day of the Persian New Year (Norouz), which falls on April 1 or April 2. This day, Celebrated as far back as 536 BC, is called Sizdah Bedar and is the Oldest Prank-Tradition in the World still alive Today; this Fact has Led many to Believe that April Fools’ Day has its origins in this tradition.

In Canada, they have a Tradition of Attaching the Paper Fish on the back of the Person they Fooled Without letting him know .The Flemish Tradition is for Children to Lock out their Parents or Teachers, only letting them in if they Promise to bring Treats the same Evening or the next day.

Some Jewish Communities have a Traditional Event called a Purim Spiel, which is Similar in many ways to April Fools’ Day. Fake newspaper articles are common.

 The Info is in Reference with Wikipedia ..http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/April_Fools%27_Day
I Remember, When we were in School , Once we had sent a Telegram to our Class Teacher that Her Mom is seriously Ill and she had to rush to her Home and we enjoyed the whole Day and Next day when she came we all were made to stand outside the principal’s room thorughout the day ..     :(
Do Anyone of you remember the funniest Pranks you ever did .. ??

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Get Rid of the Clutter ..

Many People Carry Emotional Clutter With Them Even When Its Not Needed. Strange But True. Today I Was Reading The 'Brunch' And The Article On Emotional Clutter Caught My Attention. Every one Of Us Go Through The Bad Phase Of Life. All Of Us Know That This Happens And This Will Pass. All Of Know That Time Is The Best Medicine. But Why Is That We Humans Tend To Keep Sorrows With Us And Don’t Let Them Go Away From Our Life, From Our Minds. Well To This Date,  I Was Never Able To Understand Why Does This Happen. Happens With Me Too , But Did Not Ever Got The Solution. But I Guess This Is Very Natural And Has To Happen, Nobody Can Stop Happening It But Still Its In Your Hands To Take It Easy And Forget What Gives You Pain.

We Should Always Have The Attitude, I DONT CARE. Let The Others Go In Hell And Do What You Like To Do. Do What Gives You Pleasure. Do Not Compromise If You Cant Afford To. Lets Others Talk About You Whatever ,You Do What Pleases You. It Is Very True That One Is Living In A Society And One Has To Adjust Accordingly, But Still There Is A Lot That You Don’t Have To CARE.

I Have Seen And Experienced People Taking Others Seriously.Oh That Causes Too Much Pain. One Needs To Understand, There Is None Who Can Give You The Happiness Your Deserve Except You. Do Not Be Dependent On A Person For YOUR Happiness, Go And Work Out Yourself For It.

 

I Have Chosen ' I DONT GIVE A DAMM' Attitude,Beleive Me, Its Working For Me.

 

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Marna Manaa Hai .. ( Dare you Die .. !! ) .. :P

Ever thought getting Punished after You Die ..   :P

There is a City called BORDEAUX In south west France,The mayor of this village  has threatened residents with severe punishment if they die, because there is no room left in the overcrowded cemetery to bury them ..  Lol ..   :D

The mayor said he was forced to take drastic action after an administrative court in the nearby town of Pau ruled in January that the acquisition of adjoining private land to extend the cemetery would not be justified.

Lalanne, who celebrated his 70th birthday on Wednesday and is standing for election to a seventh term in this month’s local elections, said he was sorry that there had not been a positive outcome to the dilemma.  Hahahahahhahaah .. Funny ..    :D

“It may be a laughing matter for some, but not for me,” he said.      :(

(Reporting by Claude Canellas, Writing by Andrew Dobbie; editing by Sami Aboudi)

http://www.reuters.com/article/oddlyEnoughNews/idUSL0552076620080305?feedType=RSS&feedName=oddlyEnoughNews

Friday, March 6, 2009

Take the Chill Pill ....

What would Happen if you Get Something that would Help you to Forget everything about the Past and let you Enjoy the Present , Looks Interesting and exciting , Isn’t It  .. ??

I was reading in Brunch the other day that Scientists are Developing a Medicine which will help you to Forget your Past Memories.I Personally feel that this is Great ,because as it is I am not Blessed with a very Strong Memory,I as it is forget most of the things,and every Day is a New Day to me with Fresh Mood and Fresh Thoughts,But tend to remember some things which i would like to forget too ,so that Medicine will really be Helpful.This will be Helpful for those People who go in Trauma because of the Bitter Memories they have in their Past.

Some say that this will be Bad because every Bad Experience teaches you something Good in Life and hence Gives you Strength.Now this is Funny according to Me ,If a Person has to Wait for a Bad Experience to Gain Some Strength ,(s)he would not be able to Enjoy the Life to Fullest,because Believe Me or Not ,Every Bad Incident Leaves a Dark Patch ,No Matter how Strong a Person Immitate to be.They say they can Live their Past remembering about their Experience be it Good or Bad,I would say what’s the need ,Y dont you live Your Present .. ?? .. They said everytime they face a Bad Moment ,They develop the Immunity to face it ,So If they forget their Experiences ,They will also Loose the Immunity to overcome the depression , this is a Invalid Point according to me .

I Once read somewhere,  ” A very Surprising / Funny Fact about the Mankind is that they Loose their Health to make Money and then loose their Money to restore their Health.By thinking anxiously about the Future,they forget about their Present,Such that,they live neither their Present nor their Future.They live as If  they’d Never Die and Die as if they’ve Never Lived” ..  So, this medicine will really help all of us to live and enjoy Our Present.

I am not sure what will be the name of that Medicine,But definately according to me its a Very Great Idea. What do you Guys think about it ,Is it Good or Bad ..  ??

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Boys = Dogs ..

The finest and the wildest species of Dogs found in the World are 'Boys'.They would hurt U from ur roots.The biggest 'Liers ' found on earth.They lack Guts.They are afraid of speaking Truth ..

Being friend ,they would cheat U by laughing on the pain u share with them..

Being best friends ,they would cheat U by Immitating that they are the ones who cares for U a LOT.

Being boyfriends ,they would cheat U by sleeping around every night with diferent gurls and would make U beleive that they are the 'saints' .

Being a Husband ,They  are ashamed of letting other people know that they are married,would potray to the whole world that  they are single and are so emotionally weak.They would dream about other gurls,would chat with all the Single gurls and would show their wife themselves as if they are the 'Biziest ' person in the whole world.

Never Trust them to lead a Healthy life.Infact i wold contradict myself here ,Dogs are much better than them.Atleast a Dog in your house would be 'URS' and would be loyal with you till their last breath..

However like everything Exceptions are there ,But I dint find them so No views on this..


HATE boys and Happy Valentines day .....

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Few Tips 2 B HAPPY .................

Eat breakfast every morning:  For me breakfast (break- fast) is something which consists of small, short and quick meals, so have breakfast between every meal and quite very often, your stomach has a direct link with your brain, till the time you have food in your stomach your brain will be active and hence you will be happy…       :)

Practice good dental hygiene: Good teeth are the reason of having a good heart. So, always keep a Tooth pick around. After every meal, dig your tooth with the tooth pick and maintain your healthy teeth.  .  :D  Healthy teeth means a good smile, indirectly people around you will be happy and ultimately you are also happy……          :)

Join a Book Club:  I have started noticing that people have started reading more and more books. So you can join a book club, Steal the books and donate it to your friends, they will bless you and you will be happy ultimately…     :D

Get Out of the House: Always tucked in bed and just keeping your self ONLY in the house would make you a BIG BORE. Get out ….       :D

Never get in and you will always feel refreshed and energetic.

Start a Blog: Spark a online discussion (Like most of already do here) with the topics so that your fellow bloggers should start breaking their lcd screens or heads in anger…       :D

Call Old Friends  : Incase you think you have not spoken to your old friends and you still have their number stored in your cell, Just call them up now and abuse them ,It will be a change for you and for them as well  .      :D

Host a Party  : At this time of recession when nobody would like to over spend ,You can do something different ,go to ‘Sabzi mandi’ after the trading hours ,when nothing is left for you to buy and for them to sell, at that time they just throw the wastage ,you can collect the same and with your innovative ideas ,you can prepare a new dish ,show your cooking skills ..      :D

Stop Taking things Personally: Never take anything personally .Just let people abuse you and you can keep the cotton buds to let them speak. Incase people around you are over expressive ,you can wear goggles painted black to avoid seeing them their actions ….      :D

Ask for a raise  : You can smash yourself or the other person( your choice)  ,But ask for the raise ,You are the only reason that your company is earning revenew,You should be only paid ,why others have to take your share ..     :D

Keep your inbox empty: Most of us keep the pending work in the inbox so that they can quickly cross check what is pending for them, to be happier ,to can delete all the mails as soon as they get on in your inbox and be assured that you have completed your work very well ..     :D
Note : This is just imagination and some emails are moulded , Please DO NOT FOLLOW the description part but you can FOLLOW the headings to actually be happy      :-P

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Y to get Depressed ??.. Learn from it .

We dream little ..and then some more and then some more and then one day it becomes a BIG dream ,which is near about impossible to achieve ,you get depressed ..

Human being is never happy with what ever he posses ..The reason for which i fail to understand ..I understand that you shold have a set goal in your life to acheive somethings ..But  if you come across a failure ( if you are not able to reach your goal) .. You should try to find out the reason behind it than getting depressed for the same ..

Sometimes i think Will human desires ever come to an end ??

All of us say that one should learn from his mistakes ,But bringing it practically in our lives is yet to be worked upon .

It is human nature to get depressed when you were expecting something and you did not ,But you should make some efforts in finding out the reason for it too..

One should not set the goals of you aint working hard to acheieve the same and ending up getting depressed..

Eating Habits ..

Eating Habits tell us about the Nature of the Person  ..

I was reading the Brunch(Comes with Ht City on every Sunday ) this Sunday ..I came across this Article which mentioned that you can tell the Nature of the Person from his/her

eating Habits .

If a Person who goes in a Marriage and then before he wishes the Groom and the Bride ,would like to first go and check what Food is ready for them and without thinking any other

thing ,He/She would Jump on the Counter and make himself Full..It was Mentioned that the Person is Hyper Active and is Carefree ..Bindaas you may say ..  :D

If a Person who goes in a Marriage ,would go for a Drink first and then will go for Snacks and then will take a Maincourse and would have the Dessert .. They say this man is

Sensible ,knows his/her Responsibility ,is very Planned ..  :D

You might have noticed ,You go in a Restaurant with your Friend,Give a chance to Him/Her to select the Menu ,She would Order those High Caloried Food ,Such Heavy Stuff like

Butter Naan,Shahi Paneer,Kadai Paneer ,Matar Paneer and what not ,where as you just would like to go for something light like lets say a Tomato Soup with Garlic Stics .When the

food arrives ,she would just make what not all resons and would convince that she would just taste all the food that SHE order for herself and would start sharing the Soup that you

ORDER .. They mentioned these People are confused.they are not able to decide what is for them and what do they do not want in life .Unsystematic People …   :D

People who have very less Diet ..would count the Calories and would Munch their food .. These people are who lilttle Miser and their Intentions are to save more and more money

rather than wasting it ..   :D
People who are always ready for Party ..Have Parties and eat Lavishly on Weekends .. These people are Extravagant  ..  :D

I could actually relate few People with this Analysis and some of them came out True ,How ever i could see the Exceptions too ..  :D

An Unpleasant Village tour ..

In my life i had gone to my papa’s village twice .

1st time :When My grand pa was not well.

2nd time :On my grand ps’s barsi ( I dont know what is that for )

Okie so i wrote this to Tell you guys about the starnge expressions that we get when one (From the ’sheher (City) goes to gaon (Village).My dadiji Lives in Jammu. And the Village is called ‘Satwari’.There are two parts of Satwari.One is the city area and one is the village area.They used to live in Village area those days.I was very exicited to go there as i had heard about it so much ,for terrorism ,for its beauty ,for snow claded mountains.We used to live in Chandigarh and travelling from Chandigarh to Jammu was a Dream for me.We reached Jammu.Papa had strictly told me not to go anywhere leaving mamma or bhai since we did not know anyone and then I may be lost somewhere .We travelled by Train .

Ok then we are in Jammu now .It was damm cold.All of us were shivering.I started crying out of pain caused by cold .We had a ‘Hot Ginger Tea ‘.We saw our relatives waiting for us .They picked up our luggage and we then moved.So Here we are .I asked papa ,’Are we here to go vaishno devi ?’ .. He replied , ‘ No,But we will see if we can go there ‘ .I asked to Bhai. ‘Oye ,do you know why we are here ‘ .. he replied .. ‘ No ,But what do we have to do ,Chill ‘. I said Okie.

The next day.Papa told we are going to his village,where he was born and spent his 13 years of life.We were excited. As we reached the village , We were told that we will have to walk a little because the cars will not go in since there is a lot of rush in the house and the street is not so wide .So we got out and started walking ..Oh my god I actually felt so strange . All the people were staring at us as if we are aliens .Speaking in a Little different language than Punjabi.Then we reached home and Apart from our relatives ,there were some localities also sitting with them.

I usually do not understand relations because we never lived in a Joint family ever and since Papa was in airforce ,we never stayed in one place.Used to speand vacations in Nani’s home .So papa’s relatives were unknown to me atleast.

I as usual started chatting and then people (outside village ) were just staring at me .I asked if i have any broher or sister or it is just that i can see all elders , (I was tired of wishing unknown people around me ).Then some one informed ,Childrens are no present since they are sent somewhere else ( I dont remember the exact place they gave me).I thought what the hell man ,I am not going to  speak to people here .Then i sat with Bhai and started chatting with him.As we were chatting i saw few people staring at us regularly.I ignored them for a while but could not resist afterwords.I walked upto them and asked .. ‘ Am i looking strange ??’ they replied ‘No ‘. I asked then ‘ Why are you all staring at me from the last 1 hour ‘.. And they just started giggling like stupids.

The whole day we spent ,They just made Funny expressions , could not close their mouth .

I heard 1 of them saying ” These people from city do not have a dressing sense. ” .. I told what the hell ,whats wrong with my dressing sense man.

When i told one of them i work for Wipro Bpo .. One of them just screamed and said “Whaaaaaaat what did you tell , Call centre ” .. ” You mean you go for night shifts ,I wonder what you guys do in night when everybody sleeps “..  I was like , She is sick and said nothing.

And then at last the day reached when we had to go back to Chandigarh .. Thank god .I would never want to visit there again.It felt so suffocating.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

An Incident ….

Usually the time i come and go are the peak hours,so there is heavy traffic  and i feel as if myhome is somewhere in Mumbai (Because from delhi-mumbai it takes 2 hour journey and same with me,i take 2 hours to reach home from office) …..

Ok so as usual,we had 2 ladies in the cab and me ofcourse.They were busy chatting to each other(Saas Bahu talks).. I thought What the hell,Y cant they shut their mouths or either start talking something interesting.I interruptted so many times,But they just said ‘Isha,U wont understand now ,wait for few years and you will also be used to these talks’ and then started chatting again..

I was just gazing outside,Trying to look through the windows of every car passing by (Thinking if there are any handsom left in delhi or no)…And then there was a sudden break,I was about to come in the driver’s seat ..
I saw a lady with her small child was just in front of the cab abusing the cab driver,her child was lil hurt,and his hand started bleeding.I told the driver to atleast check what has happened and may be the first aid in the cab could help them.The driver got out and asked the lady about the matter and then washed the child’s arm with savlon and put a bandage( since the wound was not too much)…Then the lady asked teh driver to give them the lift since they had missed their Bus.Both the ladies(Staff in the cab) started shouting compaining about the time and the rush.I explained and asked the lady (whose child was hurt),if we could drop her to a bus stand nearby as we are also getting late.She agreed and we dropped her on the nearby Bus Stand.As soon as she stepped out,she just started shouting again so lodly that she just gathered a huge crowd and started narrating the incident.All of them then started abusing the cab driver(since cabs are termed as ‘killer cabs’ as everyone beleive that cab drivers drive rough,which is not true always).The ladies in the cab were buzy chatting among themselves.And i was so hungry..   :(  ….So i got out of the cab and asked the driver to ignore everybody else’s comments and sit in the cab.He then came back and we drove back.

I found the lady’s behaviour so strange,I couldn’t beleive that people can be so harsh and selfish.

Irritating Mosquito ……

I woz once travelling from delhi - chd …It woz fri evening and since i dint plan for the travel and had an urgent work ,could not get the reservation.So it waz fri evening,I  waz getting bored ,My cellphone was not olso charged up since i forgot to charge it in office .I somehow fought and managed to get the khidki wali seat.Then the train started, I hate to talk on the phone especially when m in a public place ,coz ppl dont listen me and dey just hear the background voices and i dont like to shout like stupids (every1 gets to knoe wot m talking about)…….

So i was looking outside ..woz wathing the grond ,how speedily it waz going opposite to the train and started dreaming about somehtin (which i dont remember now) .. Around me were stupid people (NO smart dude :( )….
N dekhte hi dekhte raat ho gai …. Ol d lites in the train were switched off …N dere was silence ol over ….I could hear nothing except the sounds that train is moving so fast..n den ol f a sudden i heard a very very soft whispering sound ,Den i started to pay attention to wot it was and i got 2 knoe that this is a mosquito.

I had learnd i guess in 5th ,LIFE CYCLE ,My mam had taught me that Every living being on earth has a reason and they are a part of one or the other life cycle … I used to wonder how a irritating mosquito is needed to be a part of the life cycle …. He waz just irritating me.I HATE MOSQUITOES.

Den since i dremt of being a doctor ,I thot I haf disected few reptiles (like frogs ,earthworms ,mouse,cockroach)….but no1 made us to disect dis mosquito…..
Den the whispering stopped and i saw that he is sitting on the very tip of my index finger ….i dint flew him away …i let it suck my bloog and i could see that the bag which is there on the extreme right hand side ,that began to grow bigger and i cold see that its dark in colour ….and in front of my eyes ,he was a very thin pale moquito and he became a dark jet black filled with blood ,a healthy mosquito.and i have noticed many a times before that when mosquitoes gain blood and they become healthy,it becomes difficult for them to fly….and it happened the same with that mosquito too….I just caught him by his neck so that his blood bladder should not blast …den i held his 2 antenaas …. I took out the hair clip from mah hairs ,turned my cell on …and thought let this seat become a ICU … so i with the help of the hairpin first lied him doen and then broke his 2 antenaas ….cautiosly i tore apart his head first which i nearly made kachumbar olready…. My hands were eager to tear away his BLOOD BLADDER .. i very carefull tore his blood bladder ,,,n chapppaaaaaakk,ofcourse dis woz nt the noise that came out , but the whole blood jus messed up the table……and there was the mosquito lying fully opened in front of me … Yippppppppppy my culprit was dead …. i dint throw it out and was staring at it and i saw that his other friends  visited him and some gathered for 2-3 mosquitoes gathred (May be they were dicussing ‘accha banda tha yaar ,aisa kya ho gaya isko ‘ ….:D       :D) and then they olso flew away ….
But at the last he dried up and i slept while staring at him…when i woke up in the morning i could see that mosquito ol dried up and i got up from that seat and shifted to the next boggie coz i woz abot to reach mah place ….. :D       :D
I now understood why mosquitoes are made…so that if v r angry,v r frustrated and theres nobady v cn shout on,,,catch a mosquito and disect it …KYA SHANTI MILTI HAI …Relllllllaaaaaxxxxxxx…….If v were jailed to kill a mosquito,,,Bhagwaan to mujhko kabhi bahar nikalte nai … M saved    ..  :D     :D …..Wheneva my gl scolds me i narrate him dis incident and he shuts his mouth … :D     :D

…..HAVE NE OF YOU DISECTED A IRRITATING MOSQUITO OR ANY OTHER INSECT ??

Which kind of smile do U like ??

I am jus a happy go lucky girl.I jus think that the real funda to pass away your life is to just smile ..smile n smile …It has

the ultimate power u c ,I neva used to complete my home work or projects on the given date ,never used to reach school

on tyme…never used to obey my parents…and used to get lotta scoldings from evry1 i knew ….n all i Used to do do waz

smile weneva each 1 of used to scold me (or sometimes laugh so hard ) and they used to get irate ..Hahahahahahahah ..I 

jus love to irritate a irate person…God they just look so cute …:D .. Um…i can olso smile in different styles …. :D

I heard Boys saying that a smile for them means yes to their answer .. ;-)..I guess that isnt true .Heheheheheh ..

A smile can be categorized into 2 categoriez ..
1.Genuine smile .

2.Sarcastic smile .

I love sarcastic smiles ….

okie then smile can also be used to please a person ..i’ve never done so But yes have noticed few instances around me..

WHICH KINDA SMILE DO U LIKE ??